Adrianna first birthday was nothing like I thought my poor baby was so tired she slept all day she woke up around noon I gave her a bath feed her lunch and she was right back to sleep I had to make her wake up around 7:30pm to sing happy birthday it was so funny she did not want to touch the cake her uncle forced her to put her hand in the icing and she tried her best to get the icing off her hand she wanted nothing to do with the cake she keep trying to get away from the cake and ended up putting her foot in it it was so funny ( we put her on the with the cake)  after that her and her uncle mostly her uncle had a cake fight he put icing all over her face and it was all over her arms and legs it was really funny so now we have a cake that nobody wants to eat with a foot print in it   we found out right before we sang happy birthday that our camrea (did I spell that right ) is broke I was piss by the way so we don't have any pics but I'm not to upset because it was just my husband and his brother over last night Adrianna party is this Saturday so I'm going to go to walmart and pick up a new one I have so much to do we rent chairs and tables that need to be pick up on friday I did all the shopping for the food and deco on Monday now it just lots of small thing that we have take care of I looking forward to my baby first birthday party  thank you to all my friends for your concern I'm doing much better my husband reminded me last night that I have to remember what happened after we lost our first baby for those of you that don't know two weeks after I lost my first baby I got pregnant with Adrianna she was not planned and we were shocked I didn't know that you could get pregnant right after a miscarriage so Adrianna was the greatest surprise that I have ever gotten but Rob and I talked and we are going to wait until Adrianna turns two we were thinking about three but if we want to leave the door open for baby three (maybe) we should try after Adri's second birthday and I her gained a lot of weight since Adrianna has been born and I need to get my butt back in the gym and loss about 100lbs get my sugar and blood pressure under control before I have any more babies now that doesn't mean that every time I past by baby outfits that I wan't dream or everytime I see a little baby I want have that pain for another but I have to get healthy before I can have any more babies