back online again my computer is really nuts it works when it wants to we have our first coat of snow today and it is so pretty but it is really cold outside I was thinking of dressing Adrianna is her snowsuit and taking pics of her this is not her first snow fall but it is her first snow fall where I can take her out and not have her wrap up in tons and tons of blankets Adri is nine months old today my little girl is growing so fast she took two step and fell down last friday she is having a hard time with her balance but it is getting better it is so funny to watch her she works so hard to stand up she holds her little hands out like she is on a surf board and the just when she gets happy she is back down again she is working really hard I think she can stand for about 20 seconds now I really think that she will be walking in time to pull everything off of my christmas tree No teeth yet I can see the print of two little teeth on her gum at the bottom but they still haven't come in yet during the trip she cried the last day and run a little fever but he next day she was fine and that was the last teething fit that we have had  Our trip was wonderful my step-daughter didn't want to go home she loved the hotel and the pool she wanted to spend the whole trip in the pool they had a game room that had two levels in it she loved that my hubby and I were soaked when we went to see the falls up close it was so misty that day and the mist is like a ball of rain it was freezing also but it was so beautiful I will never forget my trip there it was so romantic we had dinner right on the falls so when you look out the window your right there on the falls they say that is the closest you can get to the falls without getting wet and as the day turned into night the falls starts to light up with different colors red blue green pink then we order prime rib it was wonderful it was a really needed trip and it made me fall even more in love with me husband we are thinking of going back during the summer without the kids for and babymoon if I pregnant by then  my husband and I had a long talk about baby number two we talked about what if's like how would I handle being pregnant and sick now that Adrianna is here and then we talked about me not going back to work I thought that I would go back to work after Adrianna turned one but my husband remined me that is I had another baby right now I should just put going back to work on hold because I will only work until I'm six month and I have to hope that I not put on bedrest like I was with Adrianna and then I need time to recover after the section I have to have a repeat-c section so if I want to have a baby I will not be going back to work so after giving it some thought we are trying but not trying I'm not going to chart and take temps and all of that like i did with the baby I lost before Adri I want it to just happen I'm already on metformin and I'm not on any birth control I just haven't been having sex around the days when I could get pregnant so we are just going to take everything slow and if I'm not pregnant by may then I'll think about clomid and all of the other things that I had to think about before but I'm not going to tell any tales when you have had to go through infertility when it time for baby two all the old feelings come rushing back what if this and what if that so I'm hope that everythng works out right and I can have me a healthy baby I'm hoping for a little boy it would be wonderful to have a son to complete my family because it I have another girl I may have to try one more time LOL!!!  (my hubby wants all girls so he says but I know deep down he wants a son )