Last night was really hard on me I could not sleep at all I was so so tired I was ready t cry I got up and went in the baby's room took every thing out and refolded it then after that I took a long hot shower by then it was about two am so I put my lotion on a drafted off to sleep this morning I felt like I had been out drinking I felt so sick on my stomach my head was hurting I could not move I told my husband see this is why I don't want to ever get pregnant again I could hardly get up for work I'm so looking forward to not having to get up and work for a while I will not mind getting up with the baby because she is my child and I love her to death and when she is sleep I'll sleep I just keep the faith and tell myself that I have only  32 days left and it will all be over and I will finally be able to hold my little girl in my arms and all of this will seem like a dream 

Will I looking forward to my shopping trip to walmart and I going to get a fill in for my nail and a pedicure this weekend is all about me  relaxing it's going to be great something funny that I have been thinking about From now on when I leave this house I'm going to wear dark pant just in case my water breaks so if I'm in public people will not think that I peed my pant  

have a great weekend!!!