More waiting!!! I tired my back is killing me my hips hurt and my left leg hurts like hell but I really don't feel that bad HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
When my doctor came into the room she smiled at me and said"34 weeks Allison you made it all most there only 5 weeks and 5 days left give or take a few" and all I wanted to do is but out in tears I never dreamed that I would feel this uncomfortable I have so much presssure down there now and the cramping is not make matter any better I'm just ready to have her already and I keep thinking if I go all the way to my due date which is the 12 of Feb. this discomfort that I'm feeling now will seem like a walk in the park so I keep telling myself that I'm not really feeling all that bad I'm just a tiny bit uncomfortable so in two or three weeks when I really feel bad I will not have a break down on the plus side I gained 4 more pound which puts me over my goal so now I up a whole pound I'm so so proud of myself I never thought that I would be able to make up the weight but I did!!!
I have a breastfeeding class on the 16 and my next prenantal appointment is on the 17 and after the appointment on the 17 I will start going ever week so the end is near I can see the light at the end of the tunnel everyone is starting to call and ask did you have the baby yet how much longer and they have started beating on when she will come for some reason everyone thinks that she will come within the next week or two I did at first to but now I don't think so I think that I will go into the first week of Feb I say around the 8 I don't know why I just have a feeling and the last time I had that feeling it was about having a girl and I was right so I'm going to go for two in a row and see if I make it until the 8th but if not I will be happy either way the crazy part with all the cramping that I'm having it has not slowed her down one bit she is still if not more active then be she is in the doing her daily kick boxing and power punching right now and just is case you don't know it hurts the days of all the cute little movement are long gone I never thought about how her movement would feel at the end of my pregnancy but I keep reminding myself that she isnot a little jelly bean anymore I have a fullgrown baby in there now and she is just about out of room
My step-daughter has been with me for all of her break and she is going home tonight I love her don't get me wrong but I'm tired I'm going to miss her but that is one less plate at dinner and one less lunch to fix and on the weekends I can sleep late and not have to worry about her straving to death if I don't get up to make breakfast or lunch it is hard work 2keepa 6 year old from being bored when you are 8 1/2 months pregnant and before I got this pregnant we would do all kind of fun and cool things together because my husband works so many hours when she is with us must of her time is spent with me during the day and after dinner that father daughter time and then family time but it has been really hard and I'm tired so if you guys don't here from me until my next update of tuesday don't worry I'm fine and if my water breaks or I need to go into the hospital I promise that I will leave and update before I go so enjoy your weekends and I will chat with you guys on Tuesday!!!
Love you all Allison
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