Today is day number 238 I am 34 weeks pregnant I have 42 days left I am 85% of the way there I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!!! Everyone is starting to ask if it's killing me or driving me mad now that I'm at the end of my pregnancy and honestly it's not my body is really starting to give in but other then that I don't feel like I'm in a rush I can't wait to meet my daughter and I have waited so many years for this a few more weeks doesn't seem that bad to me sometimes it still hard for me to belive that I'm pregnant A lot of my family has not seen me since my shower and when they saw my belly over Christmas and New Year's they were shocked my sister in law who is one of my best friends in the whole world just couldn't stop looking at my belly she was really in shocked she has been there and she knows how much this little girl means to me and all she talks about is spoiling her mad I have been having a lot of contractions over the last two days they are starting to get more and more painful I have an appointment on Thursday and I'm looking forward to finding out what is going on last night I was in so much pain I was ready to call my doctor and just when I felt that I could not take any more it stop but I have been having mild cramping all day I really do not think that I'm going to make it to Feb will I'm going to turn in for the night I have been so sleepy it kinda feels how I felt when I first got pregnant all I wanted to do was sleep but I don't fight it when I'm tired I get in the bed because I know that I going to need all the rest I can get when I do go into labor and I also know that with having a newborn and breastfeeding there are going to be plenty of sleepless nights ahead for me!!!