OMG just to let everyone know I'm pissed off so if you read this don't think I have lost my mind!!!!I had a prenatal visit today my husband had to go into work today and I haven't been feeling all that hot so my dad took me  Now my doctor's offices is about 30 min from where we live at just to let you guys know how far of a drive we are talking about so I get there and I walk in and the lady at the desk is looking at me like I'm nuts so I say that I here for my prenatal visit and she was like your doctor canceled all of her appointment early in the week I said what and she asked me didn't I get all call and I let here know that know one called me and how rude it was that I hadn't got a call I live 30 mins away and with the price of gas and plus the fact that I wasn't feeling well that I was really pissed but that was just the start of things so she asked me my name and looked it up and said you didn't have an appointment today and then I really got pissed so I pulled out the appointment card from last month and showed her that I did have an appointment and she said that there was temp here that day because she was on vacation and she must have forgot to put the appointment in and that's why I wasn't called so by then my blood was boilng and I was trying to keep me cool but I was seconds away from going off then she said I can give you a new appointment I said that's fine so she then tells me that I can't be seen until oct. 13 and that is when I went the hell off I told her my last appointment was four weeks ago and if you think I going to wait for three more weeks to been seen you have lost your damn mind my child and I get regular prenatal care and I'm not waiting three extra weeks for something that was not my fault so she aked will how far along are you so I said why the fuck does that matter prenatal care is prenatal care I don't care if I was 6 weeks or 16 weeks you are not making me wait 7 weeks before I have a prenatal visit I was so pissed I could have smack that damn girl so then out of the blue the baby kicked and I had to pause and take a breath I can't let myself get this upset I'm almost 20 weeks pregnant and I could go in to preterm labor and with my blood pressure acting up I be in the hospital some where so Icalm down but just a little so I told her that I had been the the hosptial and that my doctor told me not to miss my next prenatal visit it was very important for them to keep and eye of my blood pressure and that there was no way in sam hills hell that I would wait three weeks because three weeks from now only god knows what could happen to me or my child so she all of a sudden found a opening for me for Monday at 6:15 that stupid B***h sorry god I know that wasn't nice but she really pissed me off, I have tried for to many years to get pregnant and I have already lost one baby I not going to lose this one and if my blood pressure isn't under control and watch I could loss this baby and I'll be damn if I lose my child because some ass hole didn't do here damn job and I sorry to all my friends on here most of you know that I have a strong faith is god and I really never get this upset but I love no I'm in love with this baby I feel it move and kick everyday now he or she is a part of me and this is my child and it is my job to get him or her here safe and if anyone or anything stands in the way of that then god help them that is all I can say!!!!