15 weeks and one day wow where has the time gone I can't wait to see my doctor on Saturday my husband and I are looking forward to hearing little boo boo's heartbeat but that is not the only reason I need something for this sickness I  was up all last night sick as a dog but at least I can say that the baby did give me two days where I was feeling not so bad I got on the scale and I lost another two pounds so enough is enough I have to take something for this sickness there are some people that I know that have gained 5 to 10 pounds by now and I'm smaller then what I was when I started everyone tells me how much weight I have lost and how good I look but I keep telling everyone I don't care about losing weight this is not the time for that I'm trying to pack on some pounds I lost 17 pounds with the last pregnancy and 15 with this one and that is a lot of weight lost and if I wasn't pregnant I would be happy but I'm going backwards but I only have a couple of days left and then I can talk to my doctor about all of this maybe I'm over reacting I just want a nice plump baby in Feb.On a good note the pregnancy does have my hair a nails looking wonderful all I have to do to my nails now is put on a clear coat of polish and go the are growing so long and pretty and my hair which has always been thick and long is just even thicker and longer I going to have it cut in Jan really short my husband is going to have a fit but it will grow back I just don't want to have to deal with a head full of hair after the baby comes short hair is easier to wash and comb Last night in bed my husband and I were talking about how our life would change once the baby is born and how we feel about the pregnancy so far, my husband is wonderful we talked for about an hour and I let him know my fears and he let me know his and he made me really feel at ease because the closer I get the more I worry about being in labor and breast feeding bring a baby home my daycare stuff like that my husband main concern is money which was funny to me because I feel like that is the least of our worries and he told me that he is a man and that it is his job to worry about money and to make sure that his wife and two children are taken care of and it didn't make me mad or anything and I understood where he was coming from and I know that my husband will always make sure that the children and I never want for anything and I love him for that!!!!