I ended up not going to my parenting class I just didn't feel good this morning and I couldn't sleep I was up on and off all night I'm feeling a little better my nose is still stuffy but it has been stuffy for most of my pregnancy so I'm use to that smiley-smile.gif I had so much fun much this morning looking at at all the baby things I had to be online for about 2 hours  but I found everything that I wanted for little boo boo and I just about picked everything that I wanted for my baby wish list I'm showing a little bit and I have seen the baby twice via ultrasound but it still doesn't feel real yet but looking at all the baby stuff and picking out what I like and what the baby needs made it feel real wow in a matter of months I'm going to be a mother and there is going to be a little person that grow inside of me that came from my husband that needs me for food and love wow that is really amazing I think that it's is different for me because it took me so long to get here and there was a point and time when I had just about given up and was ready to look into adoption I know that I'm blessed this pregnancy has not been the easiest but I would not change anything I cherish every moment that I'm pregnant and I can't wait to meet this little one