14 weeks and still sick wow I feel like crap this morning I see my ob next Saturday and we are going to have to have a talk about this I'm not gaining any weight and I can not eat sometimes I feel so weak all I want to do is sleep all the time I know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel I just hope that it comes before the end of my pregnancy I would hate to be sick for this whole pregnancy it's making it really hard for me to enjoy it and this will be the only baby that I have so I would like to remember some good times On a good note I did sign up for child birth classes today the classes are for 6 weeks and they start in December you have to sign up at the start of your 4th month so that you have a space and they want you to be done with the classes at least 6 weeks before your due date it's still feels funny to think that I'm going to have a baby I'm starting to show and it is still hard for me to think that in Feb. I'm going to be someones mother wow I have a plan if I lose any more weight when I see my doctor next Saturday then I'm going on a diet a milkshake diet I'm going to make a milkshake everyday and put ensure in it fruit and all kinds of other things I have been so worried about this weight thing so I have to take action out of all the baby's born in my family none were over 6 pounds my husband was 5 and some change and so was I, I have been doing some reading and baby's birth weight tends to take after moms and dads so if that is really the case and this baby follows are path or the path of all iof his cousins this baby is not going to be over 6 pounds any way so that mean that I really need to eat or I'm going to have a 3or 4 pound baby I should be putting on a pound a week and I'm losing a pound a week I really feel like crying