Okay my appointment is in the morning and the closer it get the more worried I feel my doctor tells me that I have been worrying to much and that could be another reason why my blood pressure is high I'm just worried I can't help it the main thing that keeps going through my mind is that please please please let the baby's heart be beating and than after that let everything be in the right place and please let my cysts have gone down or better yet gone away my husband keeps telling me that this pregnancy has turned me into a nut and that I worry about things I have no control over and I think that is the hard part for me I love to have control and this one very important thing I have really no say so in I have to put it in gods hands and try key word try not to worry there is this gospel song that I love by J moss and the song say don't pray then worry and really when you think about it that really makes sense why pray and then worry that is where your faith comes in at so everybody keep my and the baby in your prayers and I will update you guys in the afternoon sometime enjoy the rest of you day!!!!