today was the same as most Mondays you know when you really do not want to get out the bed when you hit the snooze botton to try and stay in the bed just a few seconds longer but you know that if you stay in bed any longer you are going to be late and there is nothing worst then been late on a Monday to really start you week off wrong I don't no way but when I was pregnant last time I hated to get up and I feel that way now I look forward to the day that my little one gets here so I can take a break from the daycare and stay at home with my own child don't get me wrong I love my job very much but when I'm pregnant it's just hard for me not to look forward to when I will be able to take time off and be with my own little one all day instead of other peoples I felt so much better today I managed to keep all my food down unlike yesturday when nothing I ate would stay down I felt a little on the sick side but I can deal with that it's the pucking I hate and my poor sore boobs feel so much better they are still sore but that don't feel like they are going to fall off any more I can't wait until the 23 it seems like it is taking forever to get here I just want to get my hgc levels check get my ultra sound and meet the high risk doctor then I will feel so much better I really do not know anything about being high risk so it's driving me nuts I like to have control and you can't have control if you don't know what going to happen I really wan to know does being high risk mean that I will have more appointment more ultra sounds more test what does it really mean because there is nothing wrong with me I just high risk because my ob feel like while I'm on metformin that would be the best thing for me and the baby but if it does mean more appointment labs ultra sound  what ever I don't really care I will do what ever it takes to get this baby here safe I want this so bad it has been a long hard road so what a few more bumps in it in my eyes it will be all worth it in the end

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You\'ll be fine!! Keep your chin up and the time will come quickly. Take care of yourself!! Hugs Angelique