today was really crazy first we had a ton of snow on the ground I had a doctor's appointment at 8:30 I was running behind then one of my daycare parents forget diapers for one of her children so I had to pick some up so I finally leave out it was not that cold just a lot of snow I live in the snow belt right off of lake Erie so when I get to my doctors office the girl who by the way is like eight months pregnant is looking at me like I'm a nut she goes your doctor called off today and we didn't have a chance to call I was so upset I had to drive 20 min for you to tell me that I was steaming mad so I said will that's okay I have one more lab that I need done so I will do that so that this trip is for not and she says sorry no ones in the lab today I was really steaming then sometimes I feel like there is a greater force working against me but I will just pray on it I know that everything happens for a reason so now I have to make an appointment for next week to have my ultrasound results read