I am so tried and this up and down ride is all most over I have been to the doctor so much they know me by my first name and we are not going to talk about all the blood that they have taken from me I have been stuck pucked and everything else under the sun when I woke up this morning I really didn't care what happen at my ultrasound Ijust wanted it to be done and over with I feel so numb inside now I was telling my husband I just feel so worn out from all this don't get me wrong I still want a child more then anything but this has been a long road and I feel like I'm running out of gas when I go to see me doctor next week I really hope she will be able to tell me something I don't want to give up but I feel like I may need to give this a rest I feel so burnt out I know that deep down inside I want to keep going I just hope I get my second wind soon please keep me in your prayers