As the day for my doctor visit draws near my husband and I seem to be getting along much better I know that I can be a very stong will person and so can he so I think he doesn't want to back down or not so much as back down he just doesn't deal with the unknown very well but we both like to be in control more so myself then him I like everything planned and in order and it's hard to deal with our infertility because as we all know you just never really know but on the same hand this really helps me to put put my faith in the lord because I know that he is all knowing and there is this song by a gospel artist by the name of smokie norful and I love this song he say don't pray then worry we have to pray and have faith that the lord we see us through the best advice someone give to me was to get down on my knees and pray to the father for strength in this and everything I'm dealing with and the lord will answer maybe not when I want or how I want but when it's right and how it is meant to be so that is what I'm doing I pray for understanding in my marriage and for strength and understanding with the whole infertility problem I know that the lord will see me through god is always right on time so no more pity parties for me I have a like to be greatful for and thankful for and I know that I'm truly blessed