DAY 1

11:24am  9/16/11
I spent some of yesterday feeling in shock, then I felt great sadness, then I felt at peace that he was no longer suffering. But whatever the emotions, we know they are short-lived, because you go up and down in the grieving process. 
Today I woke up and felt ok. My bf Daniel told me he had a dream that my father wanted to let me know he is ok and thank you for everything. Daniel is very intuitive and often his dreams have happened or come true. I found some comfort in knowing my Dad tried to reach out to me to let me know he is ok. Regardless I miss him soooooooo much already. I love him like no other. I can't explain why. But I hope one day that love allows us to be reunited again.  I am hurting so bad right now. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!