This feels like the end of the line. I applied and was interviewed for a job, got nowhere, so I can't get away. M is determined to grind me into the ground as hard as she possibly can. She takes every joke, every conversation, every word I say as ammunition i've fired against her and turns it against me over and over again. T is getting continually rubbed up the wrong way by me, all we do these days is argue. I apologise if i ever come across rude, I continually tell her how important she is to me and I thank her profusely but she still flies off the handle over absolutely nothing - I feel like she would rather I disappeared and was out of her hair. I have my deadline is in 8 days and I can't face the weeks and weeks worth of work I still have to do. S blows hot and cold continually, somedays she's like a sister then others she won't reply (for literally a week) for no reason whatsoever. I'm in 45,000 worth of debt and i'm currently having to pay for my graduation tickets and gowns all of which for a graduation I don't want to go to and don't get me started about my degree show, thousands and thousands for a week in London. 
 
I'm tired, I can't get out of the situation i'm stuck in and I have nowhere to turn and no foreseeable future. There is no other choice now.