Today is Tuesday Feb. 19th. Today is a nice day a little cold here in N. GA but other than that it seems to be nice outside. I have been a hermit all day and stayed in because I am in a depressive state. I don’t know why I feel this way, because I was able to visit some friends this past weekend and just relax. I think it could be something to do with the change in my medication.  I changed my Klanopin over to Ativan.   My body was getting used to the Klanopin, so I thought maybe a change in benzo’s would do the trick.  I think my body has to get used to the change also because I have been feeling a little down lately as stated above.  Well I have some good news the SSI department has sent my first presumptive disability check to my account, so I finally have some money to pay some bills with.  I just hope that they can hurry up and get me approved for long term the odds looks like they are in my favor, from what I have read up online a mental impairment getting presumptive disability is very rare, therefore the odds for long term is very good.  I don’t think I have heard of anyone else on here or anywhere that has got presumptive before their long-term so I guess it’s a good thing. I know medicad comes with it, so maybe I can use that on my meds and my Dr. visit next month. Well I guess I will try and work out a little bit later if I can get some energy somehow.  Hope all is well with anyone who is reading this.--Nick