So it’s the night of the 21st the night before thanksgiving that I will not be attending.  I have decided to write a journal entry because I have meet a really nice person that reached out and was very kind to me through this site.  Typically I don’t talk to many people directly on here I just kind of respond to threads and be personal in my journal.  It was very ironic because the person is from Scotland, but flying close to me to meet family or something like that. Well she seemed very kind and I am glad she spoke to me because it’s really hard to talk to normal people when you suffer from an illness that many people can’t understand. If the chemicals in your brain are connecting then you would never understand how a bipolar person feels.  I am just glad tonight I am in a good mood.  Thanks to Janie.  I like her accent and also how she sticks and X behind everything.   --Nick