9/16/07 urrrg! bad day! well besides going to go play tennis.  I have been having multiple voices in my head and they are horriable what is going on in my head , despite the head cold I am feeling horrid.  It has been over 1 year since I have abused meth and I think I have controlled my urges well, today tho I feel so bad with the voices and all if I had a damn crack pipe I would probley hit it. I hate to break down this bad , but I would do anything but kill myself to get these electronic voices out of my fucking brain.  I mean is this the tourment and trouble you have to go through to get clean or is this just some kind of fucking head games.  I swear I wish I would have never picked up the first hit to that stupid drug meth.  if anyone is reading this please pray that these voices stop.... I am going through hell on earth right now. GOD HELP ME!