My father is playing the lottery tonight, how silly of him.  Although I despise of gambling after the real first attempt at a local quaters store I lost out because of the edges of the technology/machine what looked like it would spit me out a lot of quaters was only an illusion.  The odds of my father winning are really just something to laugh about.  It is so much money that I think he would have a heart attack and my mom.  LOL.  It's always fun to fantisize tho.  I am broke no joke. So to win that large of an amount, I woud beg my father to allow me to open a rehab clnic called 2nd chance or something more creative than that. One that allows people with money, along with people thats willing to write a 5 page paper and explain the differences of what drugs is doing to their life and what the expect whenever they leave rehab and if the candidate looks like the have potential in their life and have something not many have because they are blinded by "Will" then along with their willpower I would be willing to allow the student to complete the rehab and help them with going back to school and job placement after they can truely understand what the drug has done to them.  So people with insurance and also people with a "will" to change their life and a "will" to live.  I don't think the answer to getting people off drugs is more drugs.  I think I am screwed up worse now with legal ones Vs. Illegal. I am not a doctor thats why I would have to hire a fleet and also of privilaged nurses. I think my game plane would not be one that would not be obtainable.  I remember talking on the phone to a gentlemen when I worked at Nova he owned about 3-4 rehabs on the sea.  He was grossing well a - lot and improving quality of life for many others.  I was impressed with just listening to him speak.  He was a very intellegent soulful character that I could listen to talk all day long without even putting down my headseat.  He made 3 hours sound like 5 minutes.  I will never forget his conversation tho because while daydreaming it reminded me of something I would love to do if I have money.  Even if I didn't have money I would love to work for such a clinic . I love to socialize with people even if they are in a destructive state of mind.  I wouldn't even have to get to the real reason, but only the one that they wanted to hear to better their health, because honestly that is what would matter to them. Maybe God is listening to me tonight and will not let me father win the lottery maybe he will but at least "god" knows my true intentions of money and success to me.  Owning or Working at one would be a blessing to me. AmenNicholas