Well I am sure not many people read my Jornal but it's still a good method to fall back on and talk about the day.  Today I met up with the lady that sales the independent insurance, and while talking to me about things it really made me think about my personal health so I decided to hurry up and get a complete check up at the local medical clinic.  I was worried about my health and until I figured out exaclty what was going on I would probley keep having these mental episodes that was no good. I figured out when in doubt it's best to learn your problems so you can be proactive at solving them.  In the past I have also had problems about self medication, and although I was able to read a lot and learn a lot, I think there are people out there that know a "hell" or "heaven" of a lot more about it than me !! LMAO .   Today I also got a call from my friend and well umm crazy friend Jason and he wanted to purchase my TV... I should warn him about the curse, but I think as bent as his mind is about the curse of my TV he would like it.  So what the "heck" He suppose to be picking it up tomorrow.  Also after I got my physical more good news started flooding in like rain.  Some lady called and I explained to her about the condition of my furniture, but she still wants to come look at it.. whoop whoop..  Tomorrow I also call about my temp job they are waiting on background checks from my 2 counties I lived in , I don't understand why they are waiting because they have already done tests both my previous employers and I have not been in those counties since.  Well I will "pray" that everything is okay and I don't have to many speeding tickets or praking tickets or anything weird like that. lol .. Well enough writing and it's time to start living.---Nick