Today is 6/30/07 2:33 p.m.  Today was a pretty good day I guess me and a friend tried to shake hands but they want me to do something I would never do. In order for me to be their friend they want me to deny my faith in Jesus Christ.  At first I didn't think thats what they wanted to do, but it's pretty obvious now that they make fun of my religon and what I know of the Bible.  I wouldnt be mad at this friend if they would just unerstand that I will not give up my understanding of jesus under no circumstances even if it means I will die soon. I have been threatened already.  So it don't bother me.  It's odd when you can tell someone wants you dead and they just throw you in the dirt and make fun of you and you trying to better yourself.  Even if they don't beilive in Jesus they should still beilive in rehab? I mean it's been going on 1 year since I have touched that evil drug meth.  One day I pray I will be able to talk to kids in small country towns that get on it and show them that the can get away from that enviroment with the right education and the right knowledge of how it destroys your body.  Till that day if I stay alive thenhopefully I can work on bettering myself and what others and incuding myself have done to my body.  I am a firm beliver of Jesus Christ and I know he works wonders and since I am not dead already and I have a good heart and good chest x-ray.  I am in the best mood every..Thank God for helping me out--Nick