Today is 7/24/07 its a great day because I have jesus in my heart.  My finincial situation is horriable my medical situation is declining but none of that matters to me because I know what happens after death.  I feel like my life has made a lot of people look at different avenues before they judge or do things they shouldnt.  I hope it has worked.  I hate publicity and I hate people knowing about my powers.  Today I pray that my bi-polor rage will not kick in and I will have to take a stupid kalanopin for those are addictive and I only take them when I kick into my grizzly bear mode.  I think today will evolve around trying to sell my furniture.  Working out.  Taking my applications to a "fluff" job and then praying that convenent quest program will let me know where I stand as far as getting accepted. What classes I should take to get in the program.  Even though it's dark and drerry outside and there is still negativity floating into the air and into people I loves brain.  I have to continue my job and just accept the bad people.  Because if it was not for the bad people.  I wouldn't exist.  I thank you for your devilish ways. Lots of luv to give, NickY