2015 has arrived

So many days I can't stand to be on DS to read how awful everyone feels... it's depressing, and embarrassing to me that I might be a whiner, complainer, downer to my loved ones.  I know that at times you just gotta let it out, but I don't want to be thought of as a depressing person.  I want to be strong and positive, and help my family to be strong and positive.  The past week has been the worst... no maybe the past month+ has been the worst.  I've had an endoscopy, proctoscopy, hemorrhoid banding x 2 with one more... and no Naprosyn for most of that time.  The pain has been pretty bad.  Tried Tylenol.. no use. Tried Tramadol..made me throw up. So took 1/2 vicodan each night, with a little relief. Sleep has been in 1-2 hour increments...last night was better though.  Took my naprosyn (on a little banding hiatus), and do feel a little better today. I don't know how I made it though Christmas with all the cooking, but Logan helped.  I had 6 for dinner a part of that time, 4 a lot of the time and 3 some of the time. I haven't cleaned house in a month, and it shows.  Today is another day... I will make something good happen.