2015 - a year of trust in God

2015 was a year full of trusting in God.  My beloved husband of 40 years caught a cold that went into pneumonia that turned septic.  One day he was laughing in the ER and three days later he was dead.  He had plenty of medical people seeing him and we prayed for he and I (I also had the same cold) so I trust that if God had wanted him to get well, God would have either healed him Himself or had the doctors find the pneumonia.  God did NOT!  It was Gods time to take him home to Heaven and that is what God did.
That fact that it was God's timing and not ours is something that I throw myself on the cross of Christ Jesus because I love and trust God with all my heart, mind, and soul.  It does not matter if I would of have my drothers that my husband live with me, what matters is that God is my strength and the director of my life.  I do not care that I had to move from Oklahoma to Florida, what I care about is that God is leading me each day and although I do not understand why God left me behind to live here, I know that God has his reasons.  I can only trust Him through this mountain of details that I am left in.
 I would welcome any encouragement from others.  Thank you.