2014 was a very bad year for me but God who is faithful is going to make it be one of my best
Okay, so now you know that 2014 was not a good year for me but you also know how I depend on God for my every breath so you know I am trusting in Him and Him alone to make all the bad of 2014 turn into my good just like the Bible says it will! And God's word never fails, heaven and earth can pass away but God's Word never fails.
What happened? In general, Broke my shoulder 11/13; Spent a month living in shoulder pain with my daughter who does not like me so much since I started having mental problems 1/14; 2/14 Husband laid off work - prayed for God's will in what we do next so filed for unemployment, total disablement, even thought about being missionaries but husbands mother needs us here with her for time being. Had to start picking up home responsibilities because husband becoming more and more disabled; Got his total disablement letter 8/14 and he just sat down and did nothing leaving me to do everything (don't be mad at him, I had allowed him to do everything for many years - he was my caregiver, I had to become his. Spent 2 times in Psyche ward last in 12/14, however recieved a word of God while in there (besides a really sweet med). He told me that I needed to re-new myself in Him; re-create myself in Jesus image, re-invent a new me! WoW - do not know how or where or when but am willing to try. Want to cease to be me; want to be the best me that God can re-create! Looking forward. Old things are passed away including old records of people who wronged me - Oh, I forgave them alright but I never ever counted on them again well guess what? God said they have grown while I was growing so give them another chance!
So I am asking you all that I have touched in the past but was not there for later, will you give me another chance? Do not put your hope in me but in the Blood of Jesus Christ!
I would love to hear how you are doing whether with an email or a thumbs down (can we do that?), write and tell me how you are!
Make 2015 a great year for both of us!
What happened? In general, Broke my shoulder 11/13; Spent a month living in shoulder pain with my daughter who does not like me so much since I started having mental problems 1/14; 2/14 Husband laid off work - prayed for God's will in what we do next so filed for unemployment, total disablement, even thought about being missionaries but husbands mother needs us here with her for time being. Had to start picking up home responsibilities because husband becoming more and more disabled; Got his total disablement letter 8/14 and he just sat down and did nothing leaving me to do everything (don't be mad at him, I had allowed him to do everything for many years - he was my caregiver, I had to become his. Spent 2 times in Psyche ward last in 12/14, however recieved a word of God while in there (besides a really sweet med). He told me that I needed to re-new myself in Him; re-create myself in Jesus image, re-invent a new me! WoW - do not know how or where or when but am willing to try. Want to cease to be me; want to be the best me that God can re-create! Looking forward. Old things are passed away including old records of people who wronged me - Oh, I forgave them alright but I never ever counted on them again well guess what? God said they have grown while I was growing so give them another chance!
So I am asking you all that I have touched in the past but was not there for later, will you give me another chance? Do not put your hope in me but in the Blood of Jesus Christ!
I would love to hear how you are doing whether with an email or a thumbs down (can we do that?), write and tell me how you are!
Make 2015 a great year for both of us!
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