I remember my grandma once saying that if she spent from that moment until she died never resting but only ever working on the things she "should" be working on, she'd never finish, nevermind the things she wanted to work on.
Boy can I relate.
I have given up on ever catching up on anything.  At this point, I'd just be happy with an hour of time during which I didn't feel drop dead tired.
I know.  I know.  "So go to bed, it's 3am!"  And I will.  I had stuff to do.  And my mind won't rest.
To be fair, I do sleep a lot lately, but I'm still recovering from being sick. Here's hoping I'm truly and well on the mend and can regain some energy.
Much love to all my DS friends.  I wish we could all sit in front of a big bonfire and sing and talk and eat and drink and rejoice in life together.  You are all in my thoughts.

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shtmyhbdid
shtmyhbdid

Hey, I just saw that you wrote an entry in your journal and then I read your last one... wow, you have a lot on your plate.

I\'m so glad you\'re here, though. And I\'m glad you\'re recognizing progress when you see it in your son. That has to be so hard when you know he refuses to take responsibility for himself.. My daughter is a teenager, too, and I certainly have those days I want to just smack her upside the head.for making lousy choices. It\'s a wonder the kids survive to adulthood, lol.

Sending you hugs!