I still feel so heartbroken over what he did to me. How could he go and live with another girl while he was still with me?! He lied about so much stuff he did with her! I am a completely different person now because of that. One minute I feel like I dont care then the next I feel so angry and sad. I want him to kno how I feel, but if i were to call or text him and tell him again it would just lead to the same old stuff. I have told him before but I dont think he REALLY KNOWS! I guess I just have to live with it. Maybe he really knows and he is trying to blame stuff on me so he wont feel so guilty. He says how much he doesn't like me anymore and all that because I have contradicted myself a few times. But there is no right answer to give to him thats why i have contradicted myself just to give him the right answer so he will shut up and quit nagging! I dont know I just want to let go of the anger. Because while im here by myself he is still living with her and he doesnt even like her!!!
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Hang in there Meg. I know it\'s so hard. And I think you\'re right. He doesn\'t want to deal with the guilt. As far as condradicting yourself, that\'s to be expected. That\'s why it\'s called a rollercoaster, because we go up and down from one minute to the next. But know that I understand and so do many people here. Take care! HUGS!
You hit the nail on the head, Meg. He blames you to take the guilt off of him. Don\'t buy it. And find a way to get rid of your anger in a healthy way: take a boxing class, or kickboxing. Beat your pillow against your bed. Go for a run. Eventually that anger will die off. Just don\'t call him or contact him. You are better off without him.
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