I still feel so heartbroken over what he did to me. How could he go and live with another girl while he was still with me?! He lied about so much stuff he did with her! I am a completely different person now because of that. One minute I feel like I dont care then the next I feel so angry and sad. I want him to kno how I feel, but if i were to call or text him and tell him again it would just lead to the same old stuff. I have told him before but I dont think he REALLY KNOWS! I guess I just have to live with it. Maybe he really knows and he is trying to blame stuff on me so he wont feel so guilty. He says how much he doesn't like me anymore and all that because I have contradicted myself a few times. But there is no right answer to give to him thats why i have contradicted myself just to give him the right answer so he will shut up and quit nagging! I dont know I just want to let go of the anger. Because while im here by myself he is still living with her and he doesnt even like her!!!