I understand why ppl dont want to hear my problems. Im stupid. I can solve my problem.......well part of it. I know other people have much bigger problems than me..... and maybe I shouldnt be complaining about my own. I just dont want to have a broken heart anymore...... I dont know how to fix it myself... so I complain about the same thing over and over hoping maybe some else can fix it ( even though i know thats impossible). I know he is not good for me. I just got an ear full of bitch, hoe, slut, trashy white bitch. And it made me sad and i wanted someone to turn to and listen to me cry......but I realized there is no one. No one wants to hear it.... and they shouldnt. Im just a stupid person. I should quit being a baby and just deal with the pain. I feel so lost and alone. I dont understand y i feel so sad...he treats me like crap i shouldnt care about him at all. Im not a selfish person at all...... i talk about my problems but that doesnt mean i dont care about anyone else's. I just feel like im just...stupid and i cant help anyone with there problems. I feel like my advice would be useless. So for  anyone who may feel that way then im sorry.... i really do care. I really just dont want to be here anymore......it just doesnt seem worth it. Life is too hard.