So today he came to get his stuff ( he lives out of town but his family lives here), so the last few days...or weeks actually he has been acting like he is just going to get his stuff and we can both move on w/ our lives. Made it clear how he felt about me. But today after he got his stuff he just kept calling. Kept wanting me to come over. Reluctantly i did it. I really didnt want to because he kept calling me names and just bringing up pointless crap, calling me out in front of ppl and everything. Then i leave and he wants me to come back. So stupidly I did it cuz I knew things would be worse if i didnt. When I got there he was being all nice and saying how much he loves me and he calls me names cuz he loves me so much and i make him so mad. Then we came to my apt. Everything was good when we got here. I was nervous but he wasnt arguing with me or anything. Then he saw ashton kutcher on tv and asked me if i would ever date him. And i said idk maybe. And of course that was the wrong answer. He made a big deal about that like he does everything else. We got over that. Things were good again. Sayin how much he loved me once again. Then looks in my closet and see's stuff he has never seen before like a purse and some shoes. Gets mad about that because I got that stuff and didnt tell him. And if i didnt tell him about the purse then there must be other things im not telling him, he says. So it starts up a bunch of other crap brings up stupid stuff again. Accuses me of lying and everything. He is never satisfied. It is so frustrating. I can't understand why he switches back and forth. One minute he loves me the next minute im a bitch and hoe and a liar. Its driving me crazy. I really dont know what else he wants from me. I dont leave because I dont want to miss him later on. I dont think its because i need someone. I just dont like to love someone then they're gone. Its just hard for me to have someone with me for 3 yrs and then they aren't there anymore. Almost like they died or something. And if i leave he will think im different and i dont love him, or im talkin to someone else. He doesnt understand, I try to make him understand but he just doesn't get it. Ugghhh i just want to scream!!!!