So i guess the relationship is over. I asked him to make the relationship to work this time. Im always the one trying to make it work, making sacrifices. But this time I wanted him to do it, but of course he couldnt. I asked him to quit calling me names, but he couldnt do that. I asked him to just show me that he wanted to be with me, do whatever it takes to be with me like I always did, but no he couldnt do that either. So its over. I am tired of trying to make it work but he acts like the doesnt understand that. He says im so different and I try to explain to him why but he doesnt understand that either. After all the names he called me and the way he talked to me just makes me feel different now. Not that he didnt always call me names, but this time it was different.... worse. I feel angry and different towards him..... different all together. But he of course wants to make him sound better I guess and wants to say I was acting different before all that. Seems like there is an excuse for everything. I tried to explain to him that i am tired of being criticized thats part of the reason im acting different. And thats not a good reason. To him i MUST be talkin to someone else... thats why Im acting different. Its just too frustrating.... makes me angry just thinking about it. I just want to EXPLODE. He doesnt understand ANYTHING!
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