He left me! I have no idea what to do... i have never had to do this before!! The reason he left is soooo stupid! It didnt even have anything to do with him..... it was something i did before I even knew him. im so confused if u love somebody why do you let them go over something stupid! Im so heart broken... i feel helpless and unmotivated. I dont want to go back to school, I dont want to go to work.... nothing. He is mean as hell to me but all i want to do is lay in his arms. I dont feel like I could ever love someone like i do him and I dont really understand why. He never treated my like i wanted him to but i just loved when he did have fun together ( the few times we did). I dont want to keep thinking about him but I  cant stop being busy doesnt really help cuz im thinking about him no matter what I do! I really dont understand y  he doesnt want to be with me... i never cheated, I did EVERYTHING for him! I was completely dedicated to him what else could he want?! THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE