This whole week has been bad.... my frustration and anger will not go away. My "boyfriend" just told me he cant trust me and im easy and will fall for anything and to go find someone else but they wont care about me anyway..... then I started crying so he wanted to be all nice and wanted me to come see him. It makes me so mad cuz he doesnt know me at all. I will admit I did things in the past that would give him reason not to trust me ( lying... never cheated). But he has done TONS of things to make me not trust him! So he's not inocent. I feel like I have wasted 3 yrs of my life on someone that doesnt even know me.... and doesn't even take the time to open his eyes and see whats real. I dont know what to believe about what he said to me today...... does he really think that way about me or was he just mad and he really does care??? Who would want somebody that thinks that way about someone else? I think about leaving him.... but it just doesn't seem the same.... even though im unhappy..... Im not sure if him not being in my life would make me any happier.
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Hey,
I was sooo where you are a year ago..I was actually engaged to the guy. He put me down and made me feel bad not to mention the fact that he was unfaithful. I finally had to come to terms that I would never trust him and what we use to have wasn\'t there anymore, so I broke it off....AND I am SOOO HAPPY I made that choice. Now I don\'t feel like crying myself to sleep everynight....you\'ll get through this...If I\'ve learned anything it\'s that you should ALWAYS trust your gut