Its so crazy how we let people get to us. We ask for advice when we already know the answer to it. If you know its not how it should be then you shouldnt be with that person. I feel so bad for everybody that goes through that. I dont see how someone could be abusive. Why would you wanna make someone you "love" sad. I wish I could make everyone feel better. I wish I could fix everyone's problem but I can't even fix my own. I know that if I am still writing on here about the same person then it's time to give up..... but I just cant do it. its sucks...... I feel like I cant live without him. Things that I want to do I dont want to do when we're not together. It sucks I wish I wasn't in this situation