I thought I was doing so good, I wasn't really sad anymore, me and my mom were getting along, but then yesterday it all changed. I went to my boyfriends house ( out of town) which my mom HATES!!!! My brother was down from Lousiana and they all went hunting, but I didn't go. Well when she called I told her where I was I told her I was gonna stay the night. Then she flipped out! I have stayed many times before even though she doesn't like it. But I just got sad all over again. My boyfriend was mad at me because I was letting her control me and the only  reason she does that is because she doesn't like him. It is so annoying!! I try so hard to keep peace with everyone but it never works! I feel like she is just being selfish. I feel like I dont fit in, like im the outsider that no one really pays attention to or is looked down on. I feel so out of place, like they talk about me or think bad about me. But I REFUSE to do what she wants me to do just because she doesn't like what I am doing now!! If the relationship ends it's gonna be because I want it to not her!!!!!!!!