I hate school. I feel like no one wants to talk to me. I try to like interact w/ some of the girls in my class but sometimes they just ignore me. I have never been like this before. I dont know why they wouldn't want to talk to me. I am really trying to focus on my grades since its my last year and they haven't been so good in the past.  I have been wondering lately could it be like a chemical imbalance that I am like this. ......... depressed alot and when I am doing okay I think of stuff to make me depressed. No one wants to be depressed but why do I make myself like that so much??