I haven't written in here in awhile. But things have been okay........ off and on like always. My boyfriend came down for like 4 days, we had a pretty good time. Better than I thought it would be. Today I have just been in a mood, just getting tired of the same things all the time. Nothing seems to change. Everyday seems to be exactly the same. Me and my mom haven't really been on good  terms the last couple of days. I am just so tired of people always wanting to control me....... like my mom and my boyfriend. They act like they have to know everywhere I go and everything I do. It gets really annoying. And today I was in one of the moods where it seems like no one wants to be around me. My boyfriend made a comment that really upset me. It made me feel like no one cared. Even when I am waiting tables at work I feel like my customers are disappointed when they see that I am their waitress. Its really upsetting. Because people  tell me how I am a cool person and easy to get along with, but I just feel like they are lying to me. I  just wish a lot of things could be different in my life.