Been dragging all day. It seems I can't think about anything but this. I've been unable to do my work, got extra mad at the cat for meowing, finally had to break down in tears. I feel so broken and I don't want my husband to know how terrible I feel. He's so concerned that IVF will make me feel WORSE that he's not sold on even doing it. I hate being an emotional mess, but I can't really help it.
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it\'s ok to cry sometimes. i have been crying all day. thank you for your kind words in my thread today, they really helped. i wish i could give you some guidance on what to do, but i am new to the world of actual treatment for infertility. i had always just been told not to worry about it, i was too young. that was five years ago, and i still have no baby. i\'ll keep you in my prayers.
Raychel
I know how you feel...this is all-consuming and fills my thoughts all the time. I bawl over the dumbest things, and I think my DH has just accepted that is how it\'ll be for awhile. I can tell you that actually doing something, like for me starting the drugs, will make me feel better since I don\'t just have to sit and WAIT!!
We all have our good and bad days. Hang in there!
Thanks, Raychel and Kerry. Your messages really made me feel better!