2 years without my BABY

Hey My Baby Girl;I still have a hard time, I can't beleive you're not here. I want to think that you're just out and will be back at any time. I SO LOVE YOU very much. Missing you like crazy. I still get butterflies when I see a Red Mustang, God I wish it was you driving it home. You'd open the door in your scrubs, green clogs and that beautiful smile. You'd say I'm home. I so wish I could here your voice again. I still look at the clock and think it is time for you to get off work and be on your way home. I have picked up the phone to call you,and I get the answering machine with your message. Ray took your phone and has left it as you had it.Tomorrow it will be 2 years that God took you to live in Heaven with all the ANGELS. A big chunk of my life left too. I LOVE DADDY and RAY, they keep me grounded. But WE shared so much and there's a void that doesn't get filled. Every waking moment I think of you. I have tried to be strong but sometimes even a tiny memory breaks my heart. There's a time when a hug from a friend or family, a word, just a thought, and so much more that can break me down. I close my eyes and visualize you. My heart hurts when I wonder what you would be doing now. A lot of your friends are getting married and having babies. You (WE) got cheated out of so much life. I know that you would have been a wonderful Momma, you were so Loving. I hate the word...were. I will close now but not for long. I LOVE you so. Hugs and Kisses *MY ANGEL MANDI*   I LOVE YOU, Mom