2 weeks today
I lost Macy 2 weeks ago 2day. I would of been celebrating 12 weeks. Today would of also been the day we were going to announce to the world we were expecting. i thought i would be having a real hard time 2day but im not to bad a few tears but i did slleep alot so that prob helped. I even got out of the house and went 4 a walk it felt good. I did see a pregnant women though but didnt cry instead i got mad at her. is that normal? Im still waiting to hear from my doctor about my hcg levels i really hope they r down now, im going to call her in the morning. Im getting pretty fed up of this waiting game, all i want is to be pregnant. My doctor has told me 2 to back in 2 wweks to have some tests done to seee y this keeps happening to me. In some ways i hope there is and they can do something to fix it so this never happens to me again. She has also said to wait a 2 or 3 cycles b4 we try again. Its all one big waiting game and im starting to lose my patience
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it hurts. and it alwas will some, but you learn to cope and deal with it. i lost mine about that time too... all i wanted was to be pregnant again, to get back what i lost. we planned to have a baby, and were successful very soon after a miscarriage, it was scary again. to be pregnant so soon. i got pregnant 4 weeks after my miscarriage. maybe 6.
but now i am the happy new single mom of a beautiful 6 month old baby girl. the dad left me, and well, i love my baby. she is the most wonderful thing.
anger is natural. cause it doesnt seem fair that they should be able to be pregnant when you lost yours, and cant even have a for sure reason why.
i had to get on anti depressants, i picked random fights with people, just cause.
you can have some post pardum symptoms from a miscarriage.
but you will, and can be pregnant again.
I hope you get some answers when they run the tests. I wish I had answers for my one miscarriage. I can\'t imagine what it\'s like having multiple and not knowing why.
I think it\'s OK to be angry at pregnant women. I still sometimes tear up or get angry at them and my miscarriage was in June. Physically, I didn\'t heal until July and it\'s just taken a lot out of me.
Keep talking to us. We are here for you. You will get pregnant again and you will have a baby some day.