2-5-11

Had a rough day today. Saw my pdoc yesterday he changed my saphris to a new med fanapt to try to help me with all my rapid cycling. I feel like a ghinea pig experiment trying all these different medicines on me all the time.  I really don't know anything about this new medicine Fanapt ... except its only about a year old.
Was very lazy today, slept late.. wanted to go hiking with the hiking group but didn't have the energy. No energy to do much. Seems to be my norm lately.
I forced myself to go out tonite on a date to a comedy club. Cause I get tired of being lazy, but I had a hard time enjoying myself, tried to get my mind off this uncomfortable illness. I am glad I got out of the house. My date was very understanding I told him I wasn't feel well, but I am not contagious.