1st day at home

well today is my first day of unemployment.. feels good, there is a roseanne-a-thon on..wish it was the really old ones, but thats ok. i have a confession to make.. but let me tell a little background. my husband said he was not gonna drink anymore.. i watched him struggle for 2 days, then he went and bought beer yesterday. he likes to drink beer when he works in the yard.. i know he is fighting this thing too.. so anyways i celebrated last nite, drank 5 beers, hate myself for it today.. but now i gotta start over and try to support my husband as he struggles with this thing too. i know first y gotta admit u have a problem then u get to fite the urge and give in and fite the urge and give in and so on til enough is enough..