1st breakdown of Cycle 3
Well, I had my first emotional breakdown yesterday and I haven't even started my stims. I was talking with my mom and all she could talk about was my sister...being tired, how she should decorate the nursery, what she is going to do when the babies come, on and on and on. I finally hurried her off the phone and started bawling. I haven't had any issue with my sister's pregnancy since she announced it on Mother's Day. For what ever reason yesterday was not a good day. Not once did my mom say how are things for you, when do you start meds, etc. I guess my feelings were just hurt. I love my mom and sister more anything and I know they are very supportive with everything I do but yesterday I just wanted to talk about me not my sister and her pregnancy. I'm feel pretty selfish right now, ugh. I'm starting to worry this might be a really emotional cycle.
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You know, it\'s gotta be a mom thing. My mother is the EXACT same way. The funny thing is, when she is talking with my sister she\'s completely opposite! Luckily, my sis and I are very close and can share and laugh about it. And, it\'s ok to be emotional...and selfish....oh, and yell at your mother! LOL! I know I did!
I agree tell your mom, she will never know how it made you feel unless you tell her. I think sometimes they forget about how we might be feeling and since they probably haven\'t been through this themselves they don\'t know how hard it is to hear about other peoples babies....even if it is someone we love. I don\'t tell my mom when we are planing on starting drugs because I don\'t want to hear her talk about how she thinks well are you sure this is a good time or well should you be doing this or that...and the list goes on and on. They love us but I think they just don\'t think how we do....Good luck, when do you start stims?
I start them on Monday.