Well pd confirmed today..... And im not feeling terrible about it, not on medication at present, have to have cardiac tests done, to  see if my heart has nerve damage.  How weird is that!!! Neuro was nice but straight down the line!!!  He asked me all sorts of strange questions, things i did not expect, so to cut it short, questions like  did i see things, hear things, and have vivid dreams where i thrash about,, well my partner hasnt woken up bruised  or with a black eye yet, and i havent fell out of bed so  i guess no , for the moment. Im still going with im not having this pd stuff!!!!!!!  Come and catch me if you will, because i can fight hard, which is what i will do now. He explained my right side of my body works slower than the left side, so i work totally out of sync, well on with the leg weights now, to build my  leg up, and weights for my arm, have decided,, wow i was told to drink coffee, and take co emzyme q10, guess will wash that down with an expresso every morning hey.He also looked at my brain scans, and found bruises on my brain, guess that was from the violent idiot l was once married to , neuro said it wasnt the fact that i have been knocked unconcious a few times, well was that how muhommad ali got it???????  But why would he tell me that could be the reason, that wouldnt make me feel good,,, so  I tell my self,   never look backwards, cant change the past, and dont crusify yourself for it, bad decisons.  I tell myself . Yeh peachy you are tough!!!  Mmmm my darling partner says yes i can act  tough on the outside,  but im really a little marshmallow on the inside.   So thats where my head is at today.