This is what i have decide to do.  I will take every day one day at a time, i am not going to think about tomorrow, as who knows what  tomorrow will bring.  Every day above ground is a good day. I am going to find something good about each day, wear my best clothes, look the best.  Hey i might shake a little, but oh well that is just going to make me a little more interesting i say.  I might fall over, but  well i will just get up again or there better be someone around to pick me up What is the point about feeling depressed and worrying, that is just going to make me feel worse, so i choose not to feel that , lets hope i can keep it up.  I am strong, I am gorgeous, I am a really nice caring person. I am loved.  And now i have support here.  Things could always be worse, and today they are not.