birthday

friday was my birthday.....i worked for 6 hours at jewel and then i went home....i opened up some cards and gift that mu aunt has given me a few weeks before.....i saw the movie "inside out" and it was SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was just phenomenal!!!!!!!!!!!!! i loved it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i worked yesterday morning and i met my brothers and parents at a restaurant and we celebrated my birthday and my mom's birthday...after lunch we came back to my apartment for gifts and then we had cake....then my brothers left and my parents and i played some games and then we saw a movie and went out to dinner.....i had a GREAT time!!!!!!!!!!!!! as we were driving around i was thinking about how happy i was feeling and how my depression has been improved.....i was enjoying all this time i was spending with my parents and i was thinking that if i hadn't gone to the hospital or gotten help or accepted it i could have missed out on all this.....i would have missed out on all my parents love......i know that they love me and that they always have.....i think at the points when i hit rock bottom i was just kind of blind