tired....

i'm tired today.....i went to bed late last night and then i had to wake up early for work today....i really don't wanna go to work...i wanna take a nap.....but i will when i get back from work.......i'm still restricting, but i need to get milk so i can have cereal.....i opened a box of cereal and i have to eat it before it goes bad and stuff......that's okay though.....i know my therapist is a little bit worried about me restricting, but i'll be okay.....i've been okay before....i feel like the low blood sugars "cancel out" that restriction.....i feel like it's okay.....i guess deep down i know it's not good, but that part is really covered up and smothered by ED.....i dunno....