anniversary........

i'm observing some interpreters tomorrow at a school and my aunt lives, like, 30 minuts away from the school so i'm spending the night at her house since it'd be pointless for me to go back home...and then i'm observing again on friday....saturday i took a babysitting job.....sunday and monday is the anniversary....i have a portfolio due on that day and i was planning on coming to school soooooo i'm kinda anxious....my anxiety isn't totally crazy, but it' climbing....locking myselg in my apartment on sunday....not coming out, no one coming in.....i just hope i'll be okay.....i really need it to go smoothly..then i can relaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaax