eat!!!!

so i'm making myself eat today....i made myself eat a small part of my normal breakfast-i was running late anyway-i made myself eat my morning snack even though my stomach said i wasn't hungry....maybe that was ED talking.....i made myself eat lunch and each afternoon snack....i'm going over to my friend's house tonight for dinner and to see her new baby!!!! :) i accepted the invitation to dinner because i knew she'd make me eat....and it's not like i could restrict by saying i wasn't eat, that i ate before i came.......i should be over at, the latest, 4 and then dinner is around 5 or 6 i think and then i have no idea how long i'm staying afterwards.....should be fun.....just gotta battle the urges....battle the thoughts